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Why did you lie to me After so long The Things that they said They all now seem so Wrong There was One Before you And you promised Not to do me the same You Promised me that night And now you are a Replica of "Him" I hated him.. You Hated Him so Why did you become him? When you Were Always Busy And You Never Had the Time I knew Something was up But I Couldn't Understand why.. You were Everything that I wanted Everything and more, I Gave you The benefit of the doubt And you hurt me even more You Looked at me in the dead of the night Told me It Wasn't working out Something Didn't feel right You claimed it wasn’t me it was you And you been feeling this way for a long time So why didn't you tell me before All the feelings got so deep and benign Was it you? Was it really you and not me? Had You Changed so much so quick so Fast I didn't happen to see? It’s been months now But when I think of it today I still feel the same feelings That I felt from the first day That same day you promised You would never break my heart Seems so far away now too I guess you lied and the sad thing is That I still want you .=(

I felt so empty inside last night,When I didn't receive your call.I felt like crying but instead...I laid there staring at the wall.We've been through a lot this year together,And I know that it hurts to hear me reply to your questions with WHATEVERI honestly don't think that I want to ever understand,That we could never be no more than just friends.Is that what your title will always remain?Because whenever I look at you, I don't feel the same.I took a picture of you and held it real close to my heart.I prayed that we'd always be together.And yet, were falling apart.I told myself that I wouldn't cry whenever you decided to let go.And if you were to ask me if I cared about you, the answer would never be NO.I love you FRIEND.And that title is all you'll ever be.Instead I promise to never let you leave my heart or become a faded memory.Because I know that deep down inside, you will always be apart of me.