Kimseng

You make me feel DIZZINESS!

2010-01-14T01:09:00.000-08:00

Can i hate myself for loving you ? Can i say that i'm stupid to fall for you ? Can i say that i'm really really stupid and think of you every morning ever night and make myself feel so dizziness ?

2009-11-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

On behalf of goh kimseng, Happy belated birthday jordan ^^

Pictures taken on fri 20th nov :)

HELPING THIS SISSY TO BLOG. KKKK LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING, HAVE TO HELP HIM CHANGE SONG NOW. MAFAN! ^^

THIS IZ NATASHA, HELPING HIM TO BLOG. CHECK OUT MY BLOGGGGGG :)

School life !

2009-07-20T13:30:00.000-07:00

Weekian house watching show !

Otw to funeral ... RIP SIMION !

Kennthe and Wilson !

SEBASTIAN BRITHDAY !

2009-07-20T13:23:00.000-07:00

SBEASTIAN HUANG JUN LONG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BROTHER !

2009-06-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

SMILEEEEEEEE !@#@!#

BROTHER =)!

PEACE !

Having a shagg face .....=(

Bird facee!!! Wahahaha !

Peace =)

=)

If one day !

2009-06-12T04:11:00.000-07:00

If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you .

If one day you want to run away--Don't be afraid to call me.I don't promise to ask you to stop...But I can run with you .

If one day you don't want to listento anyone...Call me.I promise to be there for you.And I promise to be very quiet .

I want you

2009-06-12T02:53:00.000-07:00

Why did you lie to me After so long The Things that they said They all now seem so Wrong There was One Before you And you promised Not to do me the same You Promised me that night And now you are a Replica of "Him" I hated him.. You Hated Him so Why did you become him? When you Were Always Busy And You Never Had the Time I knew Something was up But I Couldn't Understand why.. You were Everything that I wanted Everything and more, I Gave you The benefit of the doubt And you hurt me even more You Looked at me in the dead of the night Told me It Wasn't working out Something Didn't feel right You claimed it wasn’t me it was you And you been feeling this way for a long time So why didn't you tell me before All the feelings got so deep and benign Was it you? Was it really you and not me? Had You Changed so much so quick so Fast I didn't happen to see? It’s been months now But when I think of it today I still feel the same feelings That I felt from the first day That same day you promised You would never break my heart Seems so far away now too I guess you lied and the sad thing is That I still want you .=(

Friendship Poem

2009-06-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

I felt so empty inside last night,When I didn't receive your call.I felt like crying but instead...I laid there staring at the wall.We've been through a lot this year together,And I know that it hurts to hear me reply to your questions with WHATEVERI honestly don't think that I want to ever understand,That we could never be no more than just friends.Is that what your title will always remain?Because whenever I look at you, I don't feel the same.I took a picture of you and held it real close to my heart.I prayed that we'd always be together.And yet, were falling apart.I told myself that I wouldn't cry whenever you decided to let go.And if you were to ask me if I cared about you, the answer would never be NO.I love you FRIEND.And that title is all you'll ever be.Instead I promise to never let you leave my heart or become a faded memory.Because I know that deep down inside, you will always be apart of me.

A TEAR ON MY PILLOW

2009-06-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.
Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night.
He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

KTV ! =)

2009-06-09T03:49:00.000-07:00

HAVING FUN THERE ! =)

Wish i'm still like a baby=)

2009-06-09T03:47:00.000-07:00

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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute !

2009-06-06T16:46:00.001-07:00

BOXER DAY =)

2009-05-19T11:26:00.000-07:00

WEARING THE BLOODY BOXER AT COFFEE SHOP ! HAHAHA !

2009-05-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

PEACE =)

TOMORROW EBS !!! STRESS MEN =(

Birthday Girl !

2009-05-09T09:32:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU =) JESSICA POH !

BIGGGGGGG ! BIGGGGGG ! BIGGGGGG ! BOMB ! haha ! ACTCUTE ! eeeeeeier !

BORED BORED BORED ! Cannot wait for this june holidays !

STRESS !

2009-04-30T11:07:00.000-07:00

Exams are around ... still haven prepare ! arghhh ! STRESS MEN !

Since you haven't responded to my e-mails and message and i haven't heard from you since Monday evening , I assume you are pretty upset with me . I'm sorry about that . I was trying very hard to understand you , where you were at and how i could best fit into your life . I'm sorry if that made you frustrated or unhappy with me . The saddest
this for me is that i never got to meet you . I never got to look into your eyes and see your smile . I never got to give you and receive a BIG , HUGE hug . I missed out on all those big hugs you promised me !!
If i ever made you smile , if i ever made you laugh , if i ever brought any joy into your life , I hope you would consider doing me two favors . First , i would really appreciate it if you could send me a nice picture of yourseld . I would like to finally see the person that so intrigued me , whose inner beauty i so admired . And please don't make me beg . Please , please , please .... Second , if
sometime in the future you find yourself in a better place and the memories of a man with a good heart that could touch your heart out weigh the memories of his shortcomings , I hope you will give me a call . i really would like that . Withe that said , I wish you well and i will miss you .

Having a lonely nights ='(

2009-04-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

Since you’re gone There is an empty spaceSince you’re gone The world is not the same I go back to the places we’ve been It feels like you’re still there I live all those moments again Wishing you were here Since you’re gone There is a lonely heart Since you’re gone Nothing is like it was There are memories all over the place Bringing it back all so clear I remember all of those days Wishing you were here Since you’re gone There is a heart that bleeds Since you’re gone I’m not the man I used to be I follow you're steps in the snow The traces disappear We know what we’ve lost when it’s gone I’m wishing you were here All those lonely nights I lied on my bed and cried I still think of you Yes I do

I MISS YOU

All my life is gonna be sad !

2009-04-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

Quite shag today ... can't study well , keep thinking about you , hope that you will come back to my arms , really miss you lots and lots ! don't know why and don't know what to do ... sigh ='( . Went to resvoir meet my brothers slack have dinner together , play com , chit chat , cycle , and skate =) its better that i cycle or skate . Coz , can really make me forget all those words you wrote to me . went back at 12 am . very tired ! Gonna sleep ! NIGHTS MY FRIENDS !

I am sorry that I made you cry, It hurts me so bad that I want to die.In you I have found a love that is true,And my heart is filled with love for you.I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,But without you, my life will not be the same.As I sit here writing this to you,I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,I don?t want to break up and I wish we didn?t have this fight,I just wish that this were so,I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,I thought that you should know.I am sorry whatever should I do?I want to take the time and apologize to you.You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.Before I go and put this poem to an end,I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.ANGELINE I'm sorry we fought And I love you so much please forgive me.

Tell me !

2009-04-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

Taking a walk alone on the road under the streetlight the hands i failed to hold tightly don't know how to describe after being rejected by you Makes me ensure of where to hide i can't think of any excuses to make you stay telling me face to face you don't love me anymore the unfulfilled promises let me forget everything and start afresh alone how can you be so calm ?
and not wait for me to turn back the cruel words were all spoken we walked the remaining path separately perhaps i really wasn't brave enough after all our love was too fragmented tell me , how can i forget your smile tell me , what to do to be justs friends if you had waited patiently it would not have ended this way i understood what you said but i can't let you go just like that
tell me , you will think of me when you are sad tell me , you bear to let me float alone there are some words that i find it hard to say for fear that i will make another mistake again tears fall even before the mention of silent break up

Bored day !

2009-04-27T00:24:00.000-07:00

Just woke up ... didn't go school today . Feeling not well ! because yesterday saw all those WORDS ! Sigh ... WHAT THE HELL I DO WRONG MEN ? God just tell me men ! =(
arghhhh ! Today is my birthday! but i celebrated on saturday ! =) So fun men ! i didn't know that they buy me a birthday cake . I was so surprised ! After we celebrate , we when to resvoir slack ! having somethings FUN ! HAHA =) THANKS all my brothers and friends ! Have to go for lion dance ! BYEBYE !

Is this true ?

2009-04-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

YOU are damn irritating , you know who you are .
stop bothering me , i got nothing t do with your life , so shut up .
and stop disturbing my friends around me !
stop asking YOUR friends asking about me , adding me on msn and talk !
asking where do i live . SHUT THE FUCK UP !
IRRITATING WHORE . Damn you !

i just cant take it anymore ok , the more you doing this the more i hate you , understand .
stop begin an ass out there . i told you t stop , dont wanna listen i dont know what t do .
the more you do , the more i just dont wanna be friends with you ANYMORE !
bitch off , stop everything . irritating ass .
NO MORE FRIENDS , THATS IT !
YOU TOTALLY SPOIL MY MOOD , MY DAY IS JUST SO RUINED BY YOU !
DAMN PISSSSED OFF . DONT TALK T ME

Is this all your ture words to me ? do you know that you wrote all this fucking words , makes me fucking sad ? firstly , you tell me that you wanna patch with me . i thought you were giving me a chance to take care of you . now ? you are lieing men ! you just wanna play back my feeling men ! 2 years already you still wanna take back and say ? You tell me that '' DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU FEEL NOW WHEN I FEEL LAST TIME ? I know that i have wrong . I already say sorry but ? you still don't wanna forgive me . WTF ? you're DAMN evil men ! DO YOU KNOW THAT I ALWAYS TRIED TO USE MY FRIENDS PHONE AND CALL YOU ALL THIS ? MESSAGE YOU YOU ALSO DON'T WANNA REPLY . WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ? JUST TELL ME ! I'M FUCKING SAD RIGHT NOW ! YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY AND CRY ! Sigh... i can't take it men . I have to stop writing all this things if i carry on to write my tear're gonna drop and drop =( GOODNIGHT MY FRIENDS ! SWEETDREAMS !