
Exams are around ... still haven prepare ! arghhh ! STRESS MEN !
Since you haven't responded to my e-mails and message and i haven't heard from you since Monday evening , I assume you are pretty upset with me . I'm sorry about that . I was trying very hard to understand you , where you were at and how i could best fit into your life . I'm sorry if that made you frustrated or unhappy with me . The saddest
this for me is that i never got to meet you . I never got to look into your eyes and see your smile . I never got to give you and receive a BIG , HUGE hug . I missed out on all those big hugs you promised me !!
If i ever made you smile , if i ever made you laugh , if i ever brought any joy into your life , I hope you would consider doing me two favors . First , i would really appreciate it if you could send me a nice picture of yourseld . I would like to finally see the person that so intrigued me , whose inner beauty i so admired . And please don't make me beg . Please , please , please .... Second , if
sometime in the future you find yourself in a better place and the memories of a man with a good heart that could touch your heart out weigh the memories of his shortcomings , I hope you will give me a call . i really would like that . Withe that said , I wish you well and i will miss you .